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by Esme

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this was done totally with no premeditation and i regret most of it and i'd never show it to most people that know me
anyways *drumroll* proudly recorded from my phone and mastered with free software here you go !!!

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released July 13, 2017

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Esme San Jose, Costa Rica

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Track Name: Redefine
we must give in to ourselves
though it hurts most the times
though you regret it afterwards
succumb to your feelings and your thoughts

there's nothing more precious than the air
that goes from your lungs and into your brain
everything you are right there just contained
so let it destroy you if it must

confined spaces we're kept inside
looking up but right here we hide
locked within ourselves
when everything else is so endless

What you hold in you will never die
It has been since the birth of stars
Doesn't it kinda break your heart
to live in timelessness, trapped in time

and the universe just doesn't mind
bout any being, of any kind
you don't have to be pleased
with the way that anything is
do you even really get a say
can anyone
redefine
to me,
please
Track Name: 5 a.m. (darkness)
standing on my own
i know this feeling all too well
how could i have fallen again?
hold me one more time
make me feel alive
don't let me roll in bed feeling sad until five
ah, you know my face
if you love my eyes
don't let them rot in darkness again

i don't often ask for help
that's how you know it's serious
this isn't quite like me
i'm afraid and lost again
you hold all the remains
in you my trust will rest
bring me back, don't let me rot in darkness again

i have shown you
we're both sick in the head
but you know how we're okay, we're okay

hold me one more time
make me feel alive
bring me back, don't let me rot in darkness again
bring me back, don't let me rot in darkness again
Track Name: Restless
How can I know what I am?
Don't even know what I'm not
How can some draw thicker lines?
There's no right and there's no wrong

Deep inside
I just live behind things I want so bad to figure out
Slowly so, I just want to grow
Restless to find a place for me to go

I just had to get it wrong
I'll know if I ever get it right
Lost time thinking I'm lost
Now I know that we all are

Fear seems like it orbitates away
Further fading into outter space
Convince myself I'm no longer scared
Convince myself that I'm on my way
Track Name: helpless, harmless
If you knew words
You'd let me know
when you're in pain,
when I am wrong
Your honest face
Never knew a lie
I'll find myself
Missing you for life

I never knew that I'm so used to you
Through all these years that you've always been near
Looking at you now, from my window
Counting every breath, I'm watching over now
As tables turn,
I begin to fear the time has come to you
I don't know how
I don't know how

Remember the very first of days?
I guess not anymore, I'll tell you anyway
I went outside to find, you fell asleep as I admired you
And after one look I adored you


I never knew that I'm so used to you
Through all these years that you've always been near
Looking at you now, from my window
Counting every breath, I'm watching over now
As tables turn,
I begin to fear the time has come to you
I don't know how
I don't know how

helpless, helpless
harmless, harmless