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local girl tries her best, ends up sitting in her room making music that nobody cares about

by Esme

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1.
to be here 02:58
I don't really want to be here Not sure that I want to disappear I know, I know that I will go where I belong And I know, that somehow, you will teach me to be strong Oh, won't you let me stay? I'll get better in my ways Do ya even want me here? Don't mean to overstay though I clearly wanna linger Oh, won't you let me stay? I'll get better in my ways Darling, don't fade away what do you believe? Darling, don't fade away what do you believe? Tell me, what's on your head and do you believe? Tell me, should I go away and do you want me to leave?
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lost 03:32
you don't know what you do to me and I do not know how to tell you it but my chest feels heavy when I try to breathe and your face fills every corner of my dreams you don't know what you do at all it's the little things that make me feel so small are we lost and in the dark? tell me, have we grown apart? you have everything I lack put up walls no one could climb are we lost and in the dark? is this how it ends or how it starts? am I getting left behind? You put up walls I cannot climb I don't know what I do to you and I try so hard to walk in your shoes but somehow I've gone and made a mess of it and my chest feels heavy when I try to breathe
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escape 02:27
I hear your voice in my head calling my name calling me yours I could be yours Fear holds me back and I fear that I can't escape myself I can't escape myself You're a good teacher and I need to learn I'll say the words, keep you close Won't be scared oh long as you hold my hand I'll let you hold my hand now I'll let you hold my hand drowning, drowning I am drowning Free fall Free fall Free fall drowning Free fall - Brian Wes produced this demo. I sent him very raw vocals with a very out of tempo guitar and he helped make this into an actual song. A pretty awesome musician and a cool dude. Show him some love https://soundcloud.com/brianwes https://www.instagram.com/brianwesmusic/ https://fanlink.to/Yq8
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Nebulous 02:22
Nebulous Tartarus who is cleaning after you? mess me up, all around oh just please don't let me down I'm a mess when I can't be seen And I wanted to come clean I keep getting in my way As I beg for you to stay I just need to find the time Meet inside of stellar rhymes

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more demos that literally nobody asked for.
I made these last year and intended to re-record final versions, but like it's been a year so I'm just gonna put out what I have so far lol

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released March 12, 2019

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Esme San Jose, Costa Rica

Me llamo Esme y esto es todo lo que tengo

ig @flowersbloombutnotforme

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